Love In The City

You are human. I am human. 

We live in a world of uncertainty.

Sometimes, the only difference is 

how we see 

the presence of love. 

"City Of Sky"

Better world,
Bygone war,
Spirit's calm,
In this home.

Close my eyes,
Pouring lights,
Heart's a mess,
Before my time.

'Cause,
I want to live in truth,
Than in reality.
Ain't no love in the city?
Ain't no love in the city?
Oh there is love,
In the city of sky.

On the road,
Of troubled waters,
It must be hard,
When your heart,
Has gone away.

I want to live,
I want to live in truth,
Than in reality.
Ain't no love in the city?
Ain't no love in the city?
Oh but there is love,
In all and to the city of sky.

In a forest of gaps,
There you hide,
In a vessel,
There you lie,
In a wrestle,

Watching above,
Off the lights,
Eyes on the city
Of sky, so far.

Ain't no love,
In the heart of the city?
Ain't no love?

Boy, there is love,

In the city of sky.

There is love 
in the heart of the city, 
if only you will let it..

Keeping Memories,

M.K.R.

Flashes Of Lights

Sick in bed. So today I ran out of lozenges  and which as of this day I still don't know how to pronounce. Then my mother made me drink ginger tea and I didn't know how to react with discernment. But it did soothe my throat a little bit. I took five pills of medicine in one take. Don't worry I wasn't on a suicide mission. My throat hurts and I couldn't annoy my family in the house with my gaudy voice which totally bummed me out. And on 5 am I went outside to go to the bakery and I wish that I brought a blanket to deal with the cold. It was so cold I was having trouble breathing but somehow it didn't matter when I was busy admiring the morning stars placed in the first light of day sky. They were like the closest stars I have ever seen on a man's eye view. Were just a few but they were so beautiful I never thought I'd see these kind of stars in our city compared to the place we lived in before we moved into the city. Of course they were like million diamonds in there... ♪ Shine bright like diamonds, shine bright like diamonds in the sky. ♪

I couldn't sleep because I was having trouble breathing last night. But much worse than this morning. Actually I wasn't really sure if it was my stomach grumbling or the pain in my chest but whichever it is, I just really hate colds and runny nose. Boy, was I glad to have my sister lent me a nose inhaler. And I started on water therapy but it turned out I couldn't do it. Fortunately, I'd be able to cut down portions of calories I'm taking in. I was currently reading The United States of Air (which I won from Goodreads all the way from Australia, hey that's where Markus Zusak lives), was frequently listening to Abandon and very much looking forward to watching "Life Of Pi."

I love writing (although I have a poor delivery when it comes to rhetoric) and when something comes into mind, I would immediately write it down and then things would just flow right into my brain. It was a good feeling. And "Flashes of Lights" just came to me like flashes of lights. I was resting last night and I couldn't sleep. And I really have no idea how Jackie Chan or Sandra Bullock got there but I was a little queasy last night I couldn't sleep. How many times have I said this? Oh, and chickens. Maybe something really is wrong with me. I do love it when they woke me up every morning back when I was in our old place. And Christmas. Christmas is almost here. Time to sing Christmas carols and sing praises!

Keeping Memories,

M.K.R.

"Flashes of Lights"

Dancing around on the colors of breezy unfading lights,

In the morning, like an indigo sky,

Prancing around on the back of my yard,

Pretending somebody to be on guard,

I was good at martial arts,

Driving inside an imaginary car with an old grocery cart,

Jackie Chan of Kung Fu fights.

Sandra Bullock with a fashion style…

When all along I was only waiting for the lights to come down,

And I'm back in my room thinking of You every night.

‘Cause I was like a soldier digging in,

Neighbor patrol and only the chickens sing.

You would stay with me all day long.

Pretty like a life that won't fade in time.

And everything's in flashes of lights.

Growing old doesn't makes me satisfied, in learning the world,

Broken leaves would start to fall like busy tears without holding on to Your word,

Walking around when I’m bound to fall,

But like a waterfall, You would grace me with faith and praise.

And I would remember.

When I was like a soldier digging in,

Neighbor patrol and only the chickens sing.

You would stay with me all day long.

Pretty like a life that won't fade in time.

And everything's in flashes of lights.

Bridge:

I'm wounded and I lost the war,

Time to surrender my childlike heart,

Come home with You forever,

I was lost and was all alone but You found me back to December.

When I was like a soldier digging in,

Neighbor patrol and only the carols sing.

You would stay with me all night long.

When all along we're only waiting for the stars to come down,

Pretty like the lights on Christmas time.

And I'm back on the chimney in the living room, talking to You every night.

And everything would come into flashes of lights.

Everything’s in flashes of lights.

Everything’s in flashes of lights.

Light and Life

         Rise and shine. So early in the morning. It's been three months since I last posted on this blog but today I came here to share something with you. So this won't be long. Just a while ago, I ended up feeling scared and terrified, and most of the time I have no idea why. But maybe it's because I'm usually scared... and terrified. I know. I have to be brave. 

          But right now, I feel so blessed that the Lord told me to say whatever it is that I'm feeling and somehow it ended up helping me. Ended up inspiring me. Ended up feeling grateful again. I am not yet ready but I will be. I am not the way I used to be but I am a work in progress. Of becoming someone new, someone better that can serve the Lord with every beat of my heart. 

          It's amazing how He's changing me in ways I never thought were possible. Some aspects of my life are getting better. That's for sure. I thanks the Lord. I'm becoming more and more open and transparent. About my dreams... and about my life. I always have trouble knowing and depicting what I feel but somehow the Lord has found a way and helped me develop a depth of insight. I know that it's taking me a very long time and that I'm getting tired but I also know that I have to wait a little more. Wait for the right time. Some people are thinking that I am being left behind in life. But I like to think of it this way: that maybe I am just walking a different path. Taking a different route. That this is the road of my life. As I have given this a lot of thought, along the way, I have learned to forgive. Just as the Lord has forgiven me. And I know that I am still learning.

          I am not hiding. I am just keeping quiet and meditating, and working through what it is my purpose in life. So that when the time comes, I will let my light shine so that you may see that the Lord is working through me so that God may be glorified in heaven. It will not be easy but I believe that it will happen. Because I have God with me every step of the way. Giving me the strength. You've just got to have faith. And I thank God that when I was reading my devotional, I learned something: that faith in God is not something we declare. Faith is what God grants us, and faith is brought to life through action. Amazing grace!

          So, I kind of telling the story of my life here. I won't be embarrassed because I know it would be wrong. Because I would like to tell you that it's true when they say: in darkness, the light shines the brightest. I've experienced it, firsthand. Years ago, every night that I ended up writing the song "Skylight." A song about seeing the Light in the dark. Oh, and I also find the Anthem Lights song "Where The Light Is" enlightening whenever I hear the lines, "Where the Lord is... darkness doesn't stand a chance." Somehow, it gives me assurance of God's love.

          And I can honestly say that I couldn't imagine living my life any other way. I've tried to think about the 'what ifs' but somehow those things just doesn't fit right. And you can't help but think of suicide but somehow it just never feels right. Because it is a sin. And we should leave the life of sin. And where I am right now, I could feel that the Lord is speaking to me every day and every hour of my life. And I wouldn't want to be in someone else's life. Because where I am now is already a life worth living. A life where I have God. A life where I have Jesus as my Lord and my Savior. All I need in this life. It's such a sheer joy. I've tried to forget about it before, to just go on with life without the Life. Time and time again. But the Lord was holding me so close that I could never let go. With a love so pure, a love that is everlasting, a love so powerful, a love that lets me know that nothing can separate us from that love: from God's love. An unfailing love. 

          If this is not the way I am taking right now, maybe I will not realize what my purpose is in this life and follow my dream that God has given me. In God's will, I know that it will happen at the right time. Paulo Coelho once wrote a quote in the novel Brida that by following our own desires, our own dreams, that is how we become an instrument of God. I do feel that this is the right way for me. Some people will understand and some people won't. And I do not know them but somehow I know that someone out there understands me. That believes. That hopes. That understands that there will come a time where all of us will be united and working together in peace. And I do believe that that time will come. "..not only for the nation but also for the scattered children of God, to bring them together and make them one." John 11:52 

          No words, no measurement can say how good our Lord is. And my current problem situation right now is worrying about being in a safe place. These last few days, I feel like I was being pulled back again in these dark areas and there were some circumstances that left me feeling scarred and frustrated. And I always worry about things that will happen when I shouldn't. And worrying is a sin. I worried about it years ago, and the next year, and the next year and the next year but I know it's time to overcome that fear. And it urged me to write "White Crystal." I searched about the meaning of crystal and there's one that says - a protective cover that protects the face of a watch. Maybe God sent me that crystal to protect me and I am the watch who just keeps going on and on and on. But He lets me know that I don't have to worry about it anymore. And I hope that you too - will know that God is always watching over you. 

          And I know that I said this won't be long but perhaps maybe I just got carried away. It's already late in the afternoon. But I am really really happy to have shared this with you. And I'm also glad that you've given the time to read this. I don't know how many minutes it must have taken you. But one thing I do know is: I THANK YOU. Please know that God will always be there with you. Maybe it's time to change. Maybe it's time to surrender. Maybe it's time to give your life to the Lord and let Him lead you. But I also know that God loves you. And to me, I know it's been a very very long time now but I guess I still have to wait just a little bit more but I am prepared to be changed. I am ready to grow. And I am ready to continue for a change, for a light, for a life, and for God.

Keeping Memories,

M.K.R.

“White Crystal”

Stepped inside,

Left me terrified,

Couldn’t let myself speak,

Couldn’t help feeling weak,

There’s that fear.

Shivering in fright,

‘But it’s in me,

I know,

Somehow,

It’s in me.

Chorus:

And she told me about,

The guardian angels,

Don’t have to be afraid.

Like a wishing well,

You pray,

In the sound of the bells,

You don’t have to run away.

The guardian angel,

Celestial,

In these times,

A white crystal,

Think of,

The white crystal,

That covers you.

Watching over you,

Guiding you…

Couldn’t conquer,

Couldn’t get hold,

Of the hidden lights,

That are awaiting,

I could feel it burning.

I’ve got to find it.

‘Cause it’s in me,

I know,

Somehow,

It’s in me.

Chorus:

And she told me about,

The guardian angels,

Don’t have to be afraid.

Like a wishing well,

You pray,

In the sound of the bells,

You don’t have to run away.

The guardian angel,

Celestial,

In these times,

A white crystal,

Think of,

The white crystal,

That covers you.

Watching over you,

Guiding you…

When you look around,

Beneath the clouds,

It’s not a shadow,

It’s the light that follows.

Don’t have to be afraid.

Like a wishing well,

You pray,

The Lord is with you.

Gate Of Shadows

             So I just realized that all this time I've never been serious. Well, for the most part. It's like a show. First, I'll start with a senseless act then when it comes to the end, everything changes to what I presume is turning into a very deep thought. Believe it or not, I was surprised myself. I didn't know I had it in me. But brace yourselves, when I come back the next time, in all seriousness, I'll give you a serious answer you never thought is serious. Serious plus serious means not serious at all. In my dictionary that is. Yes. What I am telling you is to never expect serious answers because that's what I am. I am a mess. Have you seen my name? No, no. You're right. It's a beautiful name. But seriously. Lately, I've been encouraging you to leave this page as fast as you can. And if possible, immediately. But not this time. I've learned that most of the time, things like that is never a part of moral excellence. Sometimes, you have to face it and if you're fortunate, there's a good chance that all the blockades that is preventing you from your designated place, will back down and will allow you to continue to move on. You can't ask people to leave. Maybe the reason they're there at where they are is the place where they are supposed to be. Maybe somehow that is the place where they belong. And if asking them to leave will make you feel safer, then maybe you need to prepare for dangers. Perils covered in a dark, deep, sullen shadows that can swallow you and bring you into places that you never thought is possible. A terrifying thought, I know. But all I meant is people leaving you. All alone. Sometimes you never know what it can do to you. And from what I've learned over the years, tacky silence that surrounds you never helps. We've all been there. But with someone there to hold your hands, little by little, you'll know that everything is possible. You've just got to have faith. Believe that someone there above is always watching over you. You fall, but He will always be there for you guiding you every step of the way. Helping you to stand, and continue what you are meant to do. Over the years, I've learned the hard way of not having anyone but even though I may not see it, I know. I have someone. We all have. And He's up there. I've made too many regrets in my life, but some lessons were learned. Imagine that you're standing in this gate and you're looking back to a place where all the things you have done you wish you didn't do is staring back at you. And there's a certain moment when you realize that there is nothing you can do about it but stare it in the eye until you both grew tired of it. But life goes on. It's the truth. It may take some time but one day you'll wake up and you will realize that all you have to do is take one step. Just one step and it could change everything. You're back as the same person you once knew or much better, someone new. Some people called it moving on. Some people called it breathing and holding on. And sometimes life just goes on and on until you reach that place where you're once lost but piece by piece, you find that feeling of being found again. I called it believing. Life is never easy but there is a beauty in it. So if anyone comes to me, now I know what I will have to do. 

Keeping Memories,

M.K.R.

On a Thorn of Roses

Yes! I must and absolutely tell you that this is an accomplishment. Already on my fourth blog. It's so rare you know. Remember last year? It took me one year to write another blog again. Well, to be perfectly honest, I don't have anything much to do right now. Absolutely nothing at all. And it's boring! I know. I know. You don't even care at all. Well, what's it with you? It's my blog. Mine, mine, mine. Kidding! Feel free to read anytime you want.

So what's it I would like to share today? I really don't know what to share. You tell me. Alright, alright. I'm jibber-jabbering again. As usual. I don't even know what's jibber-jabbering means. So, maybe I'm not jibber-jabbering at all. But honestly though, I'm.... well, there's nothing right now for me to be honest at all. I'm not lying! Okay, but this is it. Let me get down to the deepest road, deepest steep, deepest ocean, deepest river, or whatever you want to call it. Just let me get down to it, alright? It might get boring so if you ever have something else to do now, do it! Leave this page. And don't come back! Don't go wasting your time on something not worth doing. Like this for example. It's my life so it's none of your business to meddle with. Sorry, I can be mean sometimes. ♪Someday, I'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever gonna be is mean ♪ Kidding! I just don't have anything to say. That's all. Never mind about anything I say, because none of them were even true. Gotcha! Yeah, yeah. I know. I'm quibbling again. But for real, this time, what I was about to say is the most important thing I have ever said. It means the whole world to me. And actually, it changed my life. He changed my life.

Oh, right! I want you to take a look at this picture.

Well, what do you see? You're an idiot if you don't know what it was. Laugh out loud. I'm just joking with you. Of course you know what it was. It's a universal knowledge. It's been widely known for - oh, you know what it's for. Okay, to tell you the truth, I had this picture on my phone for a very long time. I didn't took this photo but my younger sister did. Beautiful, isn't it? Well, I used a photo shop to make it look like that since it's taken inside our home so the light's not that light. Confusing? You know what I mean. I don't want to explain it. I'm too lazy to do it. And why did I post this? I really don't know the reason too. But then let's take a look at another photo.

It's not that surprising, eh? I know they're just the same. I can see it. I have eyes. I'm not blind. I have ears. And I can hear. I have nose. So I can smell. I have - kidding! Yes, but you can tell what's the difference, eh? So, if I ask you a question like "What would you pick for someone to give you? A rose full of life colors or a rose with nothing but a lifeless leaf?" 

Don't you think it's great? We have a whole life ahead of us and yet it's up to us what to do with it. We have choices. But when it comes to little things, we just let it go and just do something without thinking what would be the consequences then it will turn into a big, big mistake. Every person and every life is all started with a wonderful life. And I know you must be thinking, "how about those people born in an unfortunate circumstances and a dark start in life?" If you ask me, I really don't know the answer to that. I told you, the thing is I don't know anything at all. I just wonder and wonder but not all questions can be answered. We just have to trust that somewhere along the way, there's always one God who never leaves us. Someone who's always there for us from the beginning till the end. We may have a dark past, a trouble life, and a life full of pains. But not one person, not once did he not feel happiness, hope and dreams his whole life. This proves that there's always a plan for us. For us to have a wonderful life in the hands of Our Almighty God. We have freedom. We may say that it's our life. But no. It's not our life. It is a life we borrowed. But we make choices. That's where pain comes in. It hurts, it feels like we can't live when something wrong happens in our life, and it's heartbreaking. But no, it never ends with that. Even those with a dark past can always find a wondrous life and you know what the reason is. We make choices. And it's never too late, you know. If we choose a path where a life is not all about pain but a life of the light is, we know who He is. He who truly is the life. Jesus is the way, the truth, the light and the life. 

What's it to do with the roses? It's just a metaphor. I know deep inside you, you understand it. Because from the start, it is always in our heart, the one we should really be looking for. So, don't think that you're always alone. Do not lose hope. There's always someone who loves us more than anyone and anything in this world. Nothing can separate us from that love.

Keeping Memories,

M.K.R.

Dreams and Passion

Hey! I'm on my third blog. Yes, this is it. I told you I'll do my best to blog every time I can. I'm improving, don't you think? You're funny you know because I don't even know you and still you're reading this. I'm a feeler. You know what it means? Yeah, I know you know but still let me tell you about it. Now, I really don't know what it is I'm going to tell about. It's your fault! Kidding! Who am I talking to? I'm a feeler. Ah, yes. I'm a feeler. I feel like there's someone out there who's reading this but then at the same time I don't think that someone else is reading this. N-no, that's not a feeler! Ah, a hypocrite! Did I get it right? Yes, I'm a hypocrite! I never really find out why does when someone call you a hypocrite, you just feel frustrated? I'm not feeling that right now. Do I really know what it really means? Whatever. I don't care. I'm not even sure if it's called hypocrite. What's with the word hypocrite? Ugh! This is all so confusing! Never mind about that. Because this time I would like to share something. I'd like to share a song that I wrote recently. I don't know if I'm a great lyricist or a loser writer but it's what I love to do. I love to write songs. Ever since I was little, I keep singing everyday. Well, no one knows that but the people in the room who I annoyed most of the time. And I don't know how many songs I've written but I would love to share one. Well, just the lyrics. Can't share you the tune because if I did, what's the mystery to the song? Kidding, I don't even know what I mean. And be warn. I plan to share some of the songs here. I know you don't care but I care, alright? And remember it's the property of The Great Mesha. Kidding. Well, here it is.

“First Started”

Driving to the other town as the air turns to despair

I saw you looking at me wishing you brought me down

I passed by as I pretend that I didn’t even see you around

Arriving to the scene is what you don’t want to come between

All the hates, all the curses you’re transferring to my purse

Regretting you should have done it a long time ago, a long time ago

Chorus:

I don’t care, you first started it

I get what I deserve and you get what you deserve

But you’ll never get back what you preserve

I don’t care, you first started it

When you turn your back and not coming back

The one you broke in a trace with a crack

I believe you just left and so I’ll leave

So you can’t deceive, so you can’t deceive

I get to have the last stand

I get to have the last stand

Haunting me to the end I just received what you just send

I can’t seem to get it out of my head wishing we’d get out of this feud

I walked in as I offend you with a glance of my embrace

Surviving to the fight is what you want to end a night

All the hates, all the curses you’re transferring to my purse

Regretting you should have done it a long time ago, a long time ago

Chorus:

I don’t care, you first started it

I get what I deserve and you get what you deserve

But you’ll never get back what you preserve

I don’t care, you first started it

When you turn your back and not coming back

The one you broke in a trace with a crack

I believe you just left and I’ll leave

So you can’t deceive, so you can’t deceive

I get to have the last stand

I get to have the last stand

Bridge:

Where did it all go wrong?

We’ve come so far and yet still the day has come

We can’t stand to tire and stay on fire

Where we’ve been out as it burst

All the hates, all the curses you’re transferring to my purse

Regretting you should have done it a long time ago

All the hates, all the curses you’re transferring to my purse

Regretting you should have done it a long time ago, a long time ago

Chorus:

I don’t care, you first started it

I get what I deserve and you get what you deserve

But you’ll never get back what you preserve

I don’t care, you first started it

When you turn your back and not coming back

The one you broke in a trace with a crack

I believe you just left and so I’ll leave

So you can’t deceive, so you can’t deceive

I get to have the last stand

I get to have the last stand

You can’t deceive me now,

I’ll get to have the last stand.

So, what do you think? It's about.... I don't know what's it about. But I hope you get what the song means. Actually, this song is the background image to my twitter page. Whoa, that rhymes! Ha, I'm loving it! I mean why not? Those words right there, you wrote it and you own it. It's right there for the whole world to see. Well honestly, I just don't have any twitter background to choose. I'm tired of the old one so I want a new and unique one. Anyway, do you know that feeling when you weren't doing anything at all then something would just pop out of your mind then you'd like to remember it as long as you get a pen and paper so you can write it down then you'll just started writing about what you just started then you would have a tune then there it is. You feel good about something that you feel like you've accomplished something. I mean you're doing what you love. And what's not to love? It's your passion right there. It's something you think you can do. And why stop now? When you know even if you're not good enough, you still love to do it. So, don't give up. As long as you have your passion, nobody and absolutely no one can take away your dreams.

Keeping Memories,
M.K.R.

One Thing I've Been Wondering About

Here I am again! After one year out of many years. So that will be from 2000 to how many years you want it to be. Well, if you ask me I guess I'll pick the year 2010 because that's last year and that's one year out of many years. Ha! I'm talking nonsense again. As usual. Now, who's crazy? It kinda makes me laugh because I didn't understand a word or rather a letter I just wrote. Again, I must tell you, it's all so confusing! (Yes, my favorite punchline! If you even call it a punchline! Kidding! And right now I am rolling my eyes but they're not exactly rolling since I don't know how to do that. Seriously!) Anyway, I can choose any year whatever year I want to choose. This is my blog after all. No one can stop me and you can't stop me. I have this free will and it's my freedom to write anything I want. Laugh out loud. That's harsh! And yes, thanks to Blogger I can blog any post I want to blog.

By the way, where have I been lately? Whoa! Who am I kidding? The truth is I'm just too lazy to blog. Honestly, I almost forgot that I even had a blog at all. And since there's no one who even cared at all, what's the point of having a blog? Well, don't mind them. It's all about me, me, me. And not anyone else. That's why it's called a blog! You see that? I'm changing my mood. I'm moody, yey! Well, I'd be surprised if someone or anybody is reading this right now. Thanks for the time! I wouldn't call it a waste but you're currently wasting your time. Go do something else! kidding! honestly, thank you.

And it's ironic right? I'm too lazy to blog and yet I even forgot I had a blog. Wait, is it ironic? or not? I don't even know what ironic means. Well, give me a break! It's been one year since I've written a blog. What can I say? I just miss blogging even though I know I've only wrote one blog. And after just one blog, I think it's still worth it. Well, rest assured folks! (If there's even a folk! I'm pretty sure no one reads my blog. Ever! And I said go do something and don't read this!) I think I'm going to blog every day now. Well, not every day. Let's just say most of the time. Or is it every time? Whatever! You know what I mean.

Okay, okay! I'll stop blabbering, quibbling, gibbering, tittle-tattling, talking nonsense or whatever it is you want to call it. And what can you do? It's my job. Well, not actually my job but it's what I do. It's what most people do. And most importantly it's in my nature. Did I just sound like a person who loves gossiping? No wonder there's always a rumor roaming around. Can't help it since it's what I love and I tell you I really love watching gossip girl. I wonder what will happen to Blair and Chuck now. Do you think she'll choose Prince Louis over Chuck? Hm, I wouldn't count on it! Well, I just can't wait for the season finale! Back to the topic -uh what was I talking about? Anyway, here's another ironic thing, most people notice me as a quiet person and what they really don't know is they don't know about me, about anything at all. Not too sound too serious but -okay, enough! The truth is I really don't do well on things like that. You know. Getting all serious and dramatic and you feel like the world's worst problem is you. Well not you. That's just sounds like a super villain. What I'm trying to say is - I forgot. I really don't know what I'm trying to say. Didn't I just tell you? Well, not literally but I can certainly tell that I've mentioned it before on my first blog that I really don't like heart's to heart's talk. I even spelled it wrong.

So, that's it for today. I know, I know. All I talk about is -well, I didn't talk about anything at all. Just quibbling nonsense. Again! I said I wouldn't do that anymore. Yeah, I really do sound ridiculous. I even look like ridiculous. And I'm ridiculous! Honestly, I don't even know what to say right now. And yes, I'll really try my best to write something on my blog that makes sense. And let me tell you about something I've always been wondering. And I warn you. Yes, I'm deep!

"Why do people always search for that right person, someone they can relate to, for someone to hold, and someone to love for a lifetime, or let's call it "The One." Isn't it about waiting? Or maybe we don't have to wait at all. It's just there when the right time comes. Well - right time, right person. And then somewhere along the way when things doesn't work as planned, when there's a broken heart, it feels like we can't live without that certain someone and that's when we start to long for someone who can love us back or maybe realizing that we're only meant to be single. All alone. But then why feel sorry for yourself when there's already God who loves us from the beginning more than anything in the world?"

Keeping memories,
M.K.R.